Finished the draft for Milana 5, Lost. So incredibly excited! It's ready for some first level editing, and then alpha reading... Huzzah!

Well. I have had a time. I hit the halfway point in my draft and then promptly broke my finger. My littlest made a sudden dive, and I managed to avert the danger gravity was bringing him to, but at the cost of my finger. Then I learned that it was utterly impossible to type. I also learned that it's very easy to re-break your finger. It cost me three months of writing time, plus all of the inertia I had built up for writing!

​I'm finally building that back up though, and I'm writing almost every day again. The whole thing has driven home what CS Lewis said in the Silver Chair, a person never really does have any idea what is going to happen to them in the next hour. So, with that in mind, I've gotten the cover together, and I'm also going to put some serious effort into learning dictation. 

28,000 words down. I've been letting my three oldest kids read each chapter as I finish, and it really keeps me working. I try to write six days a week, while my fifth takes his afternoon nap. I gave my kids Chapter Thirteen this morning. My oldest daughter just came in the room, waving the pages wildly and shouting about how dare I make things so difficult for certain characters, and whether I had quite lost my mind. She finally threw them at me and stomped out of the room in a way that would have made Anne of Green Gables proud.

I'll take that as a sign that she is drawn in on an emotional level as a reader. Poor kid. She'll be all grown-up someday, talking about how her writer mother tortured them by giving them one chapter at a time...

One author's thoughts on writing with kids at home.

Let's be real. I'm honestly writing this post to myself. I went looking to see if I could find anything online about the reality of being a full-time mama that homeschools and writes books. I found lots of stuff about writing for kids (shocking, right?), but zip, zilch, nada on the writing with kids underfoot.

I CANNOT be the only mama out there doing this. But, man, I felt kinda lonely after that google search. So, on the off chance that you are out there searching too, I thought I'd share some of my challenges and triumphs...

Just So You Know: At the time of this post,
​I have five kids, ages 16, 13, 10, 6, and 2.

• Learned to write in short periods of time. To be honest, there were seasons when I could write for hours, and it was awesome. But it just isn't practical right now. So rather than tell myself I don't have enough time to write anything significant, I decided to learn to write in short bursts. I'm talking 15 minutes. It sounds pathetic, but sometimes I can sneak over to the computer and go unnoticed by the Littles, and crank out a few hundred words.  
• Daily writing (minus the Sabbath). I try to get in at least one fifteen minute session, six days a week. It really does add up.
• Give my big kids each finished chapter. This is my major motivator right now. It pushes me to write the best draft I can, and to keep inching away at it, scene by scene, because They Keep Asking For More.
• Ditch the guilt. I don't know if all mom authors guilt themselves, or if this is just something I struggle with. I know some authors are paralyzed over perfection, but that's not my weakness. Mine is that self-imposed guilt: I should be writing more. Faster. Quicker. Or worse: I can't do as much as I'm capable of, so why bother today? Goodness, me, I am always teaching my kids about grace over guilt! It's time I applied that to myself!
• 100 Day Challenge. I set a counter on my phone and told myself that for the next 100 days I was going to write for 15 minutes, six days a week, and do it without guilt. I have a log I record my daily word count in, but I have a life! Somebody's birthday? Skip it, no guilt. Migraine? Skip it, no guilt. Spent the last hour helping a restless toddler navigate the world? Skip it, no guilt!
  

If you're out there writing with a full life (whether it's from kids or not!), I hope it helps to know not everyone is cranking out a bazillion books. Some of us are baby-stepping our way forward!

Working on Milana 5!
This season has been such a challenge, hasn't it? Seeking God's guidance, I am reminded more than ever that loving my babies and teaching them to love God and others is my tiny piece of the puzzle, my way of trying to do God's work and spread His goodness and peace.  Working on book five is another piece of my story in the Kingdom. ​I feel that our culture truly needs more stories where the heroes are fighting for right and protecting others. ​